Looking for Long Angst!

[duemidnight.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm looking for your favorite long angsty fics. I'm going away and will need the distraction so the longer, the better. Sheppard-centric is good, slash or gen is fine, but I really want the angstiest things you've ever read. I hope this isn't too vague a request. Again - emphasis on the long, please.

(eta deathfics tag, as that's what most of the replies are)

Thanks!

Comments

[duemidnight.livejournal.com]

Death-fics are fine - I haven't read many but the ones I have were amazing. Darkness, atrocities, miserably unhappy people - I want it all. But what I want most are the ones that are nice, long, satisfying reads. You're right about the authors in this fandom - I don't think I've ever read better anywhere else. Auburn would probably be the first person I'd be recommending for this, but I've read everything she's written over and over, so I need something new! I look forward to your recs...

[keenoled.livejournal.com]

Eh, I bet you've read all of these, they're not anything like unknown. Hopefully maybe you forgot about them and am reminded you liked them the first read or something... :P


http://sgabigbang.talkoncorners.net/?view=fic&id=64
They get an AU replacement.

http://cottontail.livejournal.com/85046.html
Mention of Mpreg, broke my heart by the second sentence.

http://synecdochic.dreamwidth.org/59305.html
That Fic Where Rodney Has To Live Without John.

As I looked for the link to Freedom Is Just Another... I found this post:
http://community.livejournal.com/sgagenrefinders/454581.html


Just thinking about these fics made me depressed, now I have to go read some fluff. *oooh look everyone is so so so happy* Rainbows! Unicorns! Cotton candy!

[duemidnight.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I've read a couple of those, but not all, so this is great. I actually went back in this community to see if there were any other similar recs, but somehow missed that post, so again - thank you!!

Sorry to have depressed you so, but it is appreciated. ;D