Understanding fear

[jo-lee.livejournal.com]

Hi, this is quite a specific request.

Are there any stories which have people understanding the fear that McKay lives with. Not just knowing he's afraid but experiencing it for themselves because of an Ancient device (or similar) and knowing all the possible ways that things could go wrong as he thinks of them. I have this snapshot in my head of people all over Atlantis being paralysed by it and Rodney just going on business as usual.

Alternatively, any stories where something is projecting fear and McKay can ignore it.

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[ellie567b.livejournal.com]

In "Cases of Mistaken Identity" by Sardonic Smiley the team are captured. John gets mistaken for Rodney, and learns what Rodney experiences in these situations.

http://smiley.zonezine.net/html/31427.html

This is from towards the end of the fic:

There's a long moment where they just stare at each other, and John can read the whole story on Rodney's face anyway, no words required. Fear and worry and anger, and John remembers what it was like to be Rodney, to be threatened at every turn with the welfare of your friends if you didn't do exactly what was wanted.