heavy angst

[margarks.livejournal.com]

hi,

really, really in the mood for some heavy angst mcshep fics (or heavy angst rodney!whumping gen fics, or heavy angst john!whumping gen fics). Something that will really make me cry, or ache inside.

I've already gone through all the ones in the heavy angst mcshep category on crossroads (http://sga.fictionresource.com/fic_index.php?cat_id=00222&list_id=00001)

any other suggestions?

thanks in advance.

Comments

[rosedugloria.livejournal.com]

I don't know if you're still looking but here are a few that just wrenched me to pieces:

Going Public (http://orandream.livejournal.com/tag/going+public) by orandream is a massively long, massively heart-wrenching McShep fic that basically takes place on Earth after the Atlantis expedition returns. Features tons of Mcshep angst and whumping.

Oasis (http://blueraccoon.livejournal.com/558127.html) by blueracoon is McShep angst on earth after they're outed in Atlantis.

Coanda Effect (http://gaia.fictionresource.com/chapters.php?story_id=00040) by Gaia is another long, angsty fic that features McKay going after the wrong person and the aftermath of that decision.

The Other Side of Silence" (http://www.searingidolatry.co.uk/thecatsmiaow/silence.htm) by lemonbella features painful Mckay!whumping.

Transitions & Revelations (http://community.livejournal.com/sethoz_fics/20677.html) is full of McShep angst and bad!Carter.

I'm not sure how big you are on genderfuck fics but Ardhanarishvara (http://auburnnotlisa.livejournal.com/) by Auburn and Mona really messes up the entire team, especially Rodney, John, and Teyla. It is McShep primarily.

A Slightly Different Quality of Light (http://glitterati.talkoncorners.net/fiction/qualityoflight.html) by rageprufrock is John!whumping and Rodney!angst--though you may have read this already.

Cumutative Property (http://crimsonclad.livejournal.com/88071.html#cutid1) is an interesting take on Rodney-with-eating-disorder.

Broken (http://margarks.livejournal.com/423883.html) by margarks has Rodney broken.

lavvyan has done some painstakingly painful Rodney!torture:
- Waves Breaking on the shore (http://lavvyan.livejournal.com/99797.html#cutid1)
- Same Old Dance (http://lavvyan.livejournal.com/98894.html#cutid1)
- Insect Hole (http://lavvyan.livejournal.com/96558.html) and sequel Land Mines (http://lavvyan.livejournal.com/96973.html#cutid1) (warning for outsider POV on first fic)
- But Never the Nights (http://wraithbait.com/viewstory.php?sid=4627&i=1)

Strangerverse (http://seperis.livejournal.com/tag/strangerverse) by seperis combines quantum dimensions, AU, and angst very very nicely.

Last Full Measure of Devotion (http://aliencorn.net/stories/last.html) features dark, dark Shep after a tragic mission, an Elizabeth broken by necessity, and a Rodney that just breaks my heart.

That's all I can find right now. Hope you find some you enjoy!

[margarks.livejournal.com]

wow! thanks! and yeah, I'm always looking :D

[margarks.livejournal.com]

hahaha! I'm going down your list and I just realized that you recced me to myself :D lol! Thanks! Also, in case you didn't know, there are two more parts to that fic here (http://margarks.livejournal.com/tag/bruised) :)

[rosedugloria.livejournal.com]

I'm going down your list and I just realized that you recced me to myself :D lol!

*g* I discovered that after your first reply! This'll teach me not to doublecheck whose post I'm answering!

Thanks for the links---I'll have to definitely go check that out. Wasn't expecting you to continue that fic though--it seemed unfinished and yet sufficient on its own.

[margarks.livejournal.com]

I know! I wasn't expecting to write anymore either. But it just sort of happened. but that's definitely the end :D

Thanks!

And it's very flattering to get recced, no matter what! :D