McShep, John being a dick

[synekdokee.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for fics where John and Rodney are involved, and John is a total asshole (either by being all "this is just fucking, McKay" or jerking Rodney around by being all boy-friendy and suddenly turning cold) because maybe he has issues with all the gayness or he's scared of letting Rodney get close or whatever, and Rodney's just so goddamn in love that he lets John stomp over his heart and use him, until he doesn't and stops putting out, or someone else starts flirting with him (bonus points for jealous!John), or he gets injured/almost-killed, and then John's sorry and pulls his head out of his ass.


Basically, a setting where it looks like John's just using Rodney for sex and Rodney's hurt but lets him do it for great love, and then there's a happy ending. Cookies if the ending is believable.


crimsomclad's The PURRRRRR-fect Solution is pretty much a textbook example of what I'm looking for here.

Also, cathalin's Decreasing Radii, bonus with homophobic!John-though-not-quite.


I tried to go through the tags, but didn't seem to find anything exactly what I was looking for. Plz to be correcting me if I missed something.

Comments

[splitbeak.livejournal.com]

Cycle Down (http://crapicus.livejournal.com/825.html) by crapicus

Be Loved by velocitygrass

(http://velocitygrass.livejournal.com/9937.html)

[synekdokee.livejournal.com]

Not entirely what I'd been looking for, but great fics anyway! Thanks!

[danceswithgary]

I have one of that type: Adrenaline.

[synekdokee.livejournal.com]

Oooh, I'd read that one before, it's such an awesome fic <3

[laconicneeds.livejournal.com]

Telling (http://deelaundry.livejournal.com/129090.html). When “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell” is repealed, Sheppard’s response is not what McKay expects.

[synekdokee.livejournal.com]

I'd already read this one too, but i'd lost the link, so thank you!

[ex-kisa-haw.livejournal.com]

Oblivious (http://www.intimations.org/fanfic/stargate/Oblivious.html) by astolat. John's not particularly asshole-y, but it's funny and angstier than you might think. A fabulous read, to boot.

Weddings, Plural, and a Yak (http://trickster.org/speranza/cesper/weddingsplural.html) by cesperanza. Again, John's not particularly asshole-y, but Rodney's pretty broken hearted and John figures it out.

Hm. I don't really have any asshole!John stories, but these are both great, and might hit some of the same buttons.

[synekdokee.livejournal.com]

cesperanza's fic I'd already read (and I usually can't stand kid!fics, but this one was just pure awesome), but the other one was new to me. Thanks!

[ex-kisa-haw.livejournal.com]

I'm exactly the same about kid!fic usually, but yeah, I love that fic. Oblivious is one of my absolute faves, though. Glad to help!