John's Black Beast

[portiaeins.livejournal.com]

I was wondering if there were any McShep stories where circumstances force John to depend on his ruthless side for an extended period of time -- not possessed or drugged or out of his mind, but dealing with a dangerous situation or whatever -- where at some point Rodney becomes afraid of him.  A plus if John is aware of Rodney's fear and another plus if Rodney comes to accept this side of John.  I would love to read some stories of Rodney having to deal with Black-Ops John or Commando John and learning to love his scary-dangerous bad boy anyway.

EDIT: The responses I've received are great reading and I am enjoying them!  What I'm really looking for, though, is stories where Rodney is afraid of John because John goes all black-ops scary in response to a dangerous situation; any out there like that? 

Comments

[kontiki.livejournal.com]

Try this one.
Ordinary Life by Shalott and Speranza (http://trickster.org/speranza/cesper/ordinarylife.html/)
I'd love to read more like this one!

[saffie-lew.livejournal.com]

I haven't got any suggestions, but I had to stop in and tell you how much I LOVE YOUR ICON!!!

[tayawulf.livejournal.com]

It was created by a_gal_icons. Sometime back in 2005, maybe? At least, I've had it since July 2005.

[patk.livejournal.com]

Exigencies by Rivier, here: http://rivier.livejournal.com/267985.html#cutid1

[(Anonymous)]

Five People John Sheppard Didn’t Kill on P11-23R
http://sardonicsmiley.livejournal.com/33676.html

The Shiver Trilogy
http://wraithbait.com/viewstory.php?sid=4791
Sequel to magus_minor's Shark trilogy will want to read first. Link on page.