abused!John fic

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

Hey all, I'm looking for fic where John has been abused in the past. I know a few months back someone asked for some John-in-an-abusive-relationship fic, but I'm looking for something where he was abused, isn't anymore, but still dealing with it. Any kind of abuse is okay.

Slash is preferred but Gen is acceptable, just no Het please. I'm really hoping for some non-McShep answers to my query, but McShep is acceptable. Ideally maybe some John/Lorne, John/Ronon, John/Cam, John/OMC.

I'm also not looking for anything too heavy on the descriptions, I'm more interested in the recovery.

Oh! And the longer the better! 

Cheers!

Comments

[skaredykat.livejournal.com]

Cartography of Touch (http://glitterati.talkoncorners.net/fiction/cartography.php) and its companion piece History of Maps (http://glitterati.talkoncorners.net/fiction/historyofmaps.php) by pru deal with John's recovery from offworld rape.

[skaredykat.livejournal.com]

oops, CoT is ~12,800 words, HoM ~13,400 and they're McShep.

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I've read both before, but sorta forgot about them and read em again. I love her stuff. Sigh.

Thanks again!

[ratcreature]

Healing Scars by cpwatcher (McKay/Sheppard)
http://cpwatcher.livejournal.com/13324.html

"The Fall of the House of Sheppard" by Martha (also McKay/Sheppard) is AU and sort of horror so not primarily an abuse h/c story, but it has abuse and John dealing with it and it's a Big Bang, so it's long:
http://sgabigbang.talkoncorners.net/?view=fic&id=33

I can never remember how graphic something is, so I can't vouch that they fit with the description part for either.

[almostnever.livejournal.com]

I second The Fall of the House of Sheppard, it's amazingly spooky and angsty. And even though it seems like Rodney bears the brunt of what's going on in that story, Sheppard family secrets are always lurking, and it does eventually reveal some very bad treatment in John's past.

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I've actually read the second one. =) But not the first, so thanks for pointing that out.

[danceswithgary]

Now I lay me by dk_valentine childhood abuse McShep preslash

Beyond Roses by danceswithgary childhood abuse McShep established relationship

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

Those were great, thank you! I'd never read either. =)

[saphirablue]

Hm, I'm not sure if this fits your request:

race the ace - Sing to me
http://community.livejournal.com/sg_flyboys/33040.html

It's John/Cam. John's been abused by a man as well as a woman and the story tells how he deals or better not deals with it (I suck at describtions/summaries, just give it a try). It's about 15.800 words long.

[saphirablue]

*dies of embarrassment*

Of course I realise only after I post the recommendation that I'm recommending a story to the author of said story... Sorry?

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

Not a problem. I'm actually quite flattered that my stuff would be recommended at all. =)

Cheers,
Ace

[matilda36.livejournal.com]

Well I for one am grateful for the rec. I loved the fic and its sequels and I am looking forward to reading more.

Thank you for writing it

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

Thank you! *blushes* I'm glad you liked it. =)

[dayse.livejournal.com]

[Not So Over (http://community.livejournal.com/sga_santa/158073.html)] by [info]bluflamingo.

A John/Cameron. Aliens make Ronon and Sheppard do it to ensure the safe release of Teyla and Rodney. Graphic, but the bulk of the story is Sheppard dealing with the fallout and it has some nice Sheppard/Mitchell interaction.

[race-the-ace.livejournal.com]

That was great, thanks. I wish it had been a little longer and John had spent just a little more time with Cam, but it was great, definitely was I was looking for.

Cheers,
Ace