John blames himself fic.

[gottaluvit123.livejournal.com]

I just re-read obsessed1's fic, Blame and loved it as much as I did the first time. It's put me in the mood to find more fics where John blames himself to the point of emotional hurt when things go wrong. Bonus if it eventually results in physical whump before the team notices how badly he's handling things.

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[linziday.livejournal.com]

Hmm. If you don't mind the self pimping, this might work for you--

When the Rain Washes You Clean You'll Know: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5218566/1/When_the_Rain_Washes_You_Clean_Youll_Know

[gottaluvit123.livejournal.com]

ahh, at first glance that looks to be just what I'm after. Thank you, shall read it tomorrow.