Long angsty-ish McShep

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SO I'm slowly rewatching SGA episodes and have become nostalgic for my original OTP, McShep. I have just finished reading Blackchaps Sacrifices Made and now I am looking for more stories of a similar feel. Ideally I am looking for long, angsty, darker extremely well written stories. (A soupçon of jealous/pouty Shep would be lovely, for whatever reason I am quite fond of jealous John, but it is not required.) Bonus points for stories that keep their character personalities intact, awkward traits and all (aside from the obvious slash that is lol). I would prefer stories set in Atlantis but would appreciate any recommendations you care to share. Please no mpreg. I am not particularly fond of that genre.

John/Team thinks Rodney is dead

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I need to get my hurt on. I'm looking for any fics where John/team thinks that Rodney is dead, preferably with the aftermath and reactions shown.

(Don't judge me, we all deal with dark moods differently! ;)

(I'm also open to actual death fics.)