Sheppard thought to be dead

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In a bit of a dark mood, so are there any stories where the team has to deal with Sheppard's death?  Extra points if he's not really dead.  Thanks in advance.

Edit:  Thanks to this amazing community.  Had some great/sad reads.  You are the best!  I wish there were more new stories written for SGA.