Rodney giving up?

[margarks.livejournal.com]

Just wondering if anyone had any recs where Rodney basically gives up trying. I've been reading some of the suicide fics, but I'm kind of just looking for fics where Rodney feels like there is no more use trying to make friends, or whatever.

It can be post trinity, but doesn't have to be.

It can end with the team comforting him, but doesn't have to. It is okay if it is just McKay being introspective about how he's just not good with people and there's no reason for him to keep trying, etc. That he thought things might be different here and he actually had friends/family, but realizes now he doesn't. It can end with McKay deciding to leave Atlantis, whatever. It can also be before Atlantis, maybe his thoughts on how much SG1 seems to dislike him or something.

I just want some angsty, Rodney is bad with people, fic.

gen or slash is fine.