Rodney is funnylookin'

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I'm looking for fics where Rodney pretty much thinks he's too unattractive for anyone to like him, let alone John.  

Something where John has to work to prove to Rodney that he's serious because Rodney just doesn't believe John would want him.

I am looking for a bit of angst for Rodders, but happy endings are a must.

I know this idea (Rodney grateful and amazed) is a common thread in a lot of McShep fics, but I'm more interested in fics where this is the central theme. 

Where Rodney has some pretty dark thoughts about his lot in life, and where that darkness is inevitably dispelled by the glory of Shep (amen)

Thanks in advance!

I read a great fic

( NC17 stuff happened )

Thats the kind of thing I mean.