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[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Hi y'all,  I'm looking for *blushes with shame* fic where John is coerced, or non-conned into sex which, against his initial will, he starts to get into and enjoy.  Preferably John's bottoming.  I love it when he does that.  *blushes* AU's are welcome.  Preferably slash, any pairing with John, but I ship the shit out of McShep.  

I know this is a nasty, nasty idea, but if one can't examine one's demons in the safety of fandom where can one? Right?  *is shamed*  

Bonus points if it's somehow a happy ending McShep.  

Double Bonus Points if John goes back for more even though he's appalled at himself.

Triple Bonus Points if the sex is really, really, really hot.

Quadruple bonus points if there's hot pillow talking.

Comments

[sp23.livejournal.com]

One of my favorites in that genre is mmmchelle's Cinaedus (http://chelle.slashcity.org/atlantis/cinaedus.shtml).

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

[busaikko]

Some McSheps that kind of fit the request:

Freefall (John asks Rodney to roleplay a rape situation) http://scribblinlenore.livejournal.com/374774.html OR http://scribblinlenore.wordpress.com/home/stargate-atlantis/freefall/

Bondage Smut (est rel, but aliens make Rodney fuck John for the first time, and there are Issues) http://www.area52hkh.net/asm/merlin7/bondage.php

Isolation (a Wrape-enzyme story) http://www.wraithbait.com/viewstory.php?sid=3501

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Cool! Thanks. Haven't read any of these!

self pimp, sorry

[mf_luder_xf]

This sort of fits your request, though it might be much darker than you'd like. John likes it physically...but not really emotionally. Definitely not a happy ending. It is McShep, though.

http://mf-luder-xf.livejournal.com/146979.html

Re: self pimp, sorry

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm happy with dark, but don't know about unhappy endings! Thansk for reccing though!

[extraonions.livejournal.com]

How about this: http://mirabile-dictu.livejournal.com/54123.html

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

Actually, I DO have a few stories, I think:

Against Necessity (http://www.strawtogold.net/steph/sgahighlyrec1.html) and its sequel Against Hope (http://kittyfisher.livejournal.com/140137.html) (Aliens Make Them Do It with some plottiness and bondage)

There's also Fix (http://toft-froggy.livejournal.com/315153.html) (Ancients Make Them Do It, non-con, kind of dark, but John does like it. So does Rodney, heh)

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

*g* thanks. It's just kind of hard asking for the...hard stuff. Y'know? Thanks for the support!

[ratcreature]

The link to Against Necessity gives a 404 and the sequel link goes to a locked entry. :(

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

Against Necessity (http://kittyfisher.livejournal.com/139812.html) had the wrong link for some reason, and the second one should be correct.

iirc this author will friend back to read fic if you friend them for their fic, it's in bright red on the profile page (http://kittyfisher.livejournal.com/profile). It's been a long time since I'd done so, so I couldn't remember! They have a website (also listed on the profile page) but apparently it's quite out of date.

Sorry about that.

[ratcreature]

Thanks, clearing that up. I never bother to friend just for locked fic, so I guess I'll give this a pass.

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

I usually didn't, but what with the kerfuffle on LJ last year I tend to be a bit more forgiving about stuff like that. Not trying to persuade you, or anything, just saying.

[elenlilta.livejournal.com]

It is archived here (http://amothea.slashcity.com/db/viewstory.php?sid=1110). I didn't check to see if the links are still active, but you could always use the wayback machine.

[rhiaa.livejournal.com]

Yes, this link works. Thanks for posting it.

[telesilla.livejournal.com]

Looks like "Against Necessity" and "Against Hope" are flocked. :(

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

Against Necessity (http://kittyfisher.livejournal.com/139812.html) had the wrong link for some reason, and the second one should be correct.

iirc this author will friend back to read fic if you friend them for their fic, it's in bright red on the profile page (http://kittyfisher.livejournal.com/profile). It's been a long time since I'd done so, so I couldn't remember! They have a website (also listed on the profile page) but apparently it's quite out of date.

Sorry about that.

[skinscript.livejournal.com]

City of the Seven Walls:
http://www.eternalvox.net/~auburn/citysevenwalls.html

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah...that's a good one. Nice long read. Thanks for reccing it.

[ceitie.livejournal.com]

Um, here's three more you might like. *hides*

This is the second of a series. John Sheppard, helpless plaything (http://www.strangeplaces.net/torch/plaything.html)

The Prize (http://community.livejournal.com/sga_santa/68004.html)

Wrapped in a Red Ribbon (http://community.livejournal.com/sga_santa/79068.html)

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Thanks you very, very much! *also hides*

[erda-3.livejournal.com]

You've probably already read this, but it perfectly fits your request, and judging by the number of comments this story garnered you're not alone in liking the concept.

Decreasing Radii by cathalin

http://cathalin.livejournal.com/12455.html#cutid1

[roxy-palace.livejournal.com]

Thanks! It's nice to know one is not alone in one's kinks!