Internalized homophobia fics

[fydyan.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for slash or pre-slash, preferably John/Rodney, where one them genuinely feels that homosexuality is wrong and the fic shows how they deal with it (or fail to deal with it). The only story like this I know is Lacey McBain's Lost in Waiting. Canon or AUs are fine.

Thanks!

Comments

[debris_k.livejournal.com]

How about one in which the military *cough*nazibastards*cough* has a problem with homosexuality?

DADT, Damyata, Dayadhvam (http://trinityofone.unrealwords.com/dadt.html) by trinityofone, eventual McShep, mind controlling chips are a fact of life when you work for the US government. Rodney finally wakes up the realities of his life, and John helps him deal with it. As much as he can.

[fydyan.livejournal.com]

That's not quite what I was looking for, but thanks.

[splitbeak.livejournal.com]

The PURRRRRR-fect Solution by crimsonclad (http://crimsonclad.livejournal.com/84243.html)

[fydyan.livejournal.com]

That was very fun. Thanks for the rec.

[splitbeak.livejournal.com]

Another one belated occurs to me. Straight as a Circle (http://toomuchplor.livejournal.com/52472.html#cutid1) by toomuchplor. John doesn't consciously hate himself, but he does feel guilty.

[(Anonymous)]

http://velocitygrass.livejournal.com/9937.html#cutid1

Be Loved by Velocitygrass has gay John that hates himself for it and Rodney helps him figure things out.

[breathe-chaos.livejournal.com]

There's this one
http://www.chaps1870.com/unspoken.htm

It's Rodney/Carson but John is not very nice to Rodney after he finds out that Rodney and Carson are an item. Don't know if this is what you had in mind but I think it is definitely worth the time.

Hmm, just noticed I failed to use one comma in that entire comment. Grammar be damned! :)