McShep tied to the episode Sunday

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I'm still at work for some stupid reason, and I queued up the episode Sunday (and now I'm trying not to cry as the last scene plays on my second monitor).  And I was wondering - what fics exist where either Rodney or John, after the loss of Carson, finally admit their feelings for the other?  I know John's line, "It hasn't hit me yet, and I'm afraid when it actually will", just feels perfect for a story.

Thanks!