Rodney wants to leave Atlantis

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I am looking for fics where Rodney wants to leave Atlantis, or goes to Earth to visit and doesn't want to go back to Atlantis. I am specifically looking for fics where he wants to leave/leaves because he is traumatized by life on Atlantis, or exhausted, or afraid, or tired of his life being in danger, etc.

I am not looking for fics where he wants to leave because people are mean to him or because he feels unappreciated.

Thanks!