Rodney, abused/molested

[deftonsita.livejournal.com]

Are there any fics where Rodney confess having been abused/molested as a child? I would prefer slash and if its John/Rodney that would be even better, another thing that Í'll like is if it's still an issue and keeps him from being confortable with sex or taking the relationship all the way.

I'll take whatever you can find me, slash, gen, non-con, anything!
Thansk in advance.

Comments

[to-question.livejournal.com]

I remember Rodney has been abused in the Moments Sacred and Profane series. It's Rodney/Carson, though.

It's on Area 52. I would provide a link, but html and I are bitter foes.

[dievillain.livejournal.com]

The Slow Braille of Touch by beadattitude (http://beadattitude.livejournal.com/174585.html) Rodney was neglected as a child and has a curious habit of stroking his arm. McShep.

Gifted Castaway by Leesa Perrie (http://www.wraithbait.com/viewstory.php?sid=10880) When they walk through the stargate the expedition encounters a teenaged Rodney already there. The NID took Rodney after his parent's died and used & abused him. Gen, Rodney/John friendship fic.

The Other Side of Grace by sardonicsmiley (http://smiley.zonezine.net/html/90539.html) Rodney is permanently de-aged to 6 and John and the team discover he was physically abused by his mother. Very angsty but amazing. It's a John adopts Rodney fic.

Second Childhood by atuinsails (http://www.wraithbait.com/viewstory.php?sid=13517) Rodney is briefly de-aged to 12 and the team discovers he was physically abused by his parents. Gen.

Basura by Tzigane and Zaganthi (http://www.caffiends.net/viewstory.php?sid=390) Rodney & John are "expendables" sent to Atlantis. Rodney is schizophrenic and I believe he was abused as a child. John is also a sociopath. Great story, but quite dark. McShep.

[dievillain.livejournal.com]

Oh, I can't believe I forgot to include Keira Marco's What Might Have Been Series (http://keiramarcos.com/stargate-atlantis-fan-fiction/what-might-have-been-series-atlantis-au/) where we discover Rodney was horribly abused by his father in a very angsty tv expose.

[jademac2442.livejournal.com]

If you haven't already read it, Keira Marcos' What Might Have Been (http://keiramarcos.com/fan-fiction-index/stargate-atlantis-fan-fiction/what-might-have-been-series-atlantis-au/) is John/Rodney. Rodney's dad was abusive to him growing up, and Rodney had to run away/emancipate himself. His dad beat him up a few times after that. The abuse is back story, but talked about often, and there's a heartbreaking interview where he confesses everything about it (it's an addendum to chapter four/five). The fic is EPIC though, and not at all short. But it's a good way to spend an afternoon.

[eccentricweft.livejournal.com]

Cold Toes (http://sga-flashfic.livejournal.com/872230.html) by saffronhouse. Child abuse is implied.

Phobia (http://ismenetruth.livejournal.com/4192.html) by ismenetruth. Rodney was molested by his cousin.

You might also like korilian's fabulous McKay's Miserable Childhood Masterlist (http://korilian.livejournal.com/46090.html).

[georgiesmith.livejournal.com]

I wanted to thank you for recommending "The Other Side of Grace". I hadn't read it before and just went through about a dozen tissues before I was done. Quite simply, it's a brilliant piece of fan fiction.

Thanks again.

[jademac2442.livejournal.com]

I hadn't read it either, and I cried too. It blew my mind. Thanks.

[joya-oscura.livejournal.com]

His Brother's Keeper by Tzigane and Zaganthi
Summary: He could feel Marion shaking against him even if he couldn't hear anything louder than softly hiccoughed breaths. Mommy didn't like it if they made noise. She said that was why Daddy left, was because they made noise, because they were de-man-ding. Because there was something wrong with them that made them stupid, and she was ashamed.
http://www.caffiends.net/viewstory.php?sid=477
Warnings: Cuddles, Incest, Mutilation, NonCon, Violence

Twice Over by Perryvic and Zaganthi
Summary: "We're twins. Identical, but, I don't think she... she's been feeding him while I was at college. Our mother keeps him in the basement. She kept me there with him until I was seven or eight, I..."
http://www.caffiends.net/viewstory.php?sid=476
Warnings: Cuddles, Incest, NonCon, Violence