rodney in denial a/o reluctant to come out

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I'm looking for stories in which Rodney is in denial about being gay, or deeply closeted and unwilling to come out. For obvious reasons it's usually John who's in denial or closeted, but I would love to see Rodney dealing with those issues.

An example might be the Farm in Iowa fic Rodney's Story by sheafrotherdon, in which Rodney admits he was in denial until he met John.

Any pairing or gen are fine for this search. Thanks!