sgarecfinders | Rodney (or John) Hiding Something BAD (Reply)

Hi! I'm looking for McShep or preslash (or even Gen with a strong John and Rodney friendship) fics where Rodney (or John, but most preferably Rodney) is hiding something, but is eventually found out due to being increasingly distracted, unable to function, etc..

When I say hiding something, I mean like: physical / sexual abuse (or past abuse), bullying, a bad disease, a disorder, horrible depression / suicidal thoughts, physical illness, blind / deaf (perhaps with alien technology to help him), an injury, disability, death of a loved one, bad allergic reactions, really awful nightmares, etc. Be creative, I'm just giving you a bunch of examples of the kind of stuff I'm looking for (negative, not Rodney hiding something good). Anything along these lines or similar (in negativity) would be great!

Something that's BAD and causes shock / anger (not exactly at Rodney, per-say, but that's acceptable too) / protective feeling. Some hurt/comfort, if you will. I especially enjoy fics that show the reactions of the other people around Rodney (Ronon, Carson, Weir, Teyla, etc.). NO BAD ENDINGS! I want a happy ending or at least a mostly happy ending!

I don't know why, but it's something I've been craving for a while. :3 Please help me?