I'm in serious need to read some 'John head over heels in love with Rodney' stories. I don't care if it's a established relationship or a getting together thing or whatever. But happy ends, please. Just some stories in which you can literally touch the feelings he has for Rodney. Just some stories that shows or describes just how much he loves, cares, longs and feels for him. Thanks in advance for any story you can recommend me!