Dependant Sheppard

[jo-lee.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for stories where John depends on Rodney for emotional strength (either as a friend or lover) and falls apart without him. Something like Second Fiddle by Azreal where Rodney leaves the team and John starts to crumble. Preferably not death or pseudo-death fics. Bonus points if people assume that Rodney leans on John rather than the other way around. Longer stories preferred but I'll read anything.