looking for 2 genre's

[nikkiwhitecraft.livejournal.com]

Hi, I am complete new to this community and well was hoping that you can help me, I'm in such a mood that I would looking for sad stories but happy endings in these genre if possible

1 - Rodney tries to commit sucide, trys to starve himself, self-harm ect ect, can be for what ever reason, but in the end the team helps or John helps ect <--- really vague and I'm sorry about that

2 the second lot of stories I would love to read are post-Trinity storys with alot or hurt comfort with Rodney being the one hurt. I have also read nearly all of the stories Rec on this http://iibnf.livejournal.com/1328223.html list.

I mostly prefer Slash, again mostly McShep, but I;ll also be happy with Gen

Thanks

Nikki