sgarecfinders | Requests: screwed-up Rodney; left-behind John; x-men fusion (Reply)

Hi! Currently on a month-long SGA fic binge (I sorta just discovered the fandom! Many of my school break hours have disappeared to the mass of awesome that is SGA ficcage.)

Looking for any of the following:

(1) Messed-up Rodney. That is, any fics where Rodney is screwed-up - and not in the "he has no social skills" sense (though that could be a consequence). I mean more along the lines of where there's something messed up about him. For example: physically/emotionally/sexually/mentally abused as a child/teenager/adult (looking for this one especially), some sort of mental condition like schizophrenia/severe paranoia/insanity, severe drug use, etc. etc. This screwed-up-ness can occur before or during the fic. AUs are also welcome.

(2) Survivor!John. I've read a lot of fics where Rodney has to continue to survive after John dies. However, I'd like to find some fics where it's John who is the survivor in the relationship. Any suggestions?

(3) X-men/SGA crossover or fusion.

Preferably any recommendations are McKay/Sheppard.

Thank you for your help!