sgarecfinders | Looking for a 'clothing' fic (Reply)

I'm here with a bit of an unusual request that I'm hoping someone can help with. I searched through the related tags in this community, but couldn't find what I was looking for - I think it's one of those things a lot of people don't think about. I'm searching for fics involving John's black wristband (from SGA). I ran across one a week or so ago in which Rodney covertly steals the wristband and discovers that John has been secretly using it to keep a tally of either people he has killed or people who have died under his command - inside the wristband are a number of small stitches, in various colors.

I'd love to read fics in which the wroistband is featured - as a sex toy, or perhaps explaining why Sheppard wears it. Any help will be greatly appreciated!

ETA: Thanks so much to everyone who responded to this - I've found some fantastic stories here, most notably "Blood and Tears". Fantastic!