Cowardice

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Hi folks!

I was wondering, I'm looking for fics that show John Sheppard being a coward. Any form of Cowardice.

Like....

1)  He's together with Rodney (whether he is in love with him or not) and he forms all sorts of excuses to never develop any further than fuck buddies. DADT, deep in closet, past trauma, pining for another and substituting with R., etc...

2) On a mission gone bad, he lets another take the blame, orchestrates it so that it makes the other look guilty or continues to allow the other to think it's his/her fault.

3) Like the situation of Doranda. By not owning up to his part of the blame, he 'punishes' the other. Like giving the other cold-shoulder, ignoring them, blaming them, reminding them of the incident, ostracizing them etc.

It can be gen or McShep or other slash.
It must show the consequences, the fallout of his cowardice, like him losing everything because of it or show him having to gain back everybody's trust and affection slowly.
It can have a happy ending or not.

No non-con please.

thanks

Peace....