sgarecfinders | Depression and/or Feeling Left Out (Reply)

Hi,

I didn't see a tag for depression and I checked through the Rodney!whump and the abuse tags but didn't really see what I was looking for.

I'm just wanting fics where Rodney is depressed (possibly severely) for any reason. It could be because he's feeling guilty of Trinity or something in the fic itself, like John or someone on the team gets hurt because of him. Or, it could just be that he's clinically depressed, or even bipolar, and is just going through a depression cycle.

I prefer John/Rodney, but if it's good I'll read any pairing or gen.

But, I'd like it if it's Rodney who is depressed. It doesn't have to be resolved by the end, but a semi-happy ending would be nice. I'd prefer no suicide fic, although attempted is fine, as long as he doesn't actually succeed.

ETA: I'd also like fics where Rodney's feeling left out and depressed about it. It doesn't necessarily have to be team related feeling left out, just like he doesn't feel like part of the group (team or Atlantis or AU or whatever).

Thanks in advance!