John realizing he's in love with Rodney

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Like the title says, I'm looking for any fics in which John realizes he's in love with Rodney after something happens to Rodney specially like, almost dying kinda of thing. Don't worry about genre, kinks, etc, I want all the links you have, let me be the one to sort them out, thank you!!