Long, Angsty McShep

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 I'm looking for some long, seriously angsty McShep, preferably featuring painfully pining!John and a completely oblivious!Rodney. If anyone can throw in Katie Brown or and OFC into the mix too, that would be ideal. I've tried del.icio.us and Crossroads (when I can get at it), but there's nothing that's quite hit the nail on the head for me, y'know? It's finding something lengthy that I have particular problems with. 

Thank you all in advance for your help and suggestions :)