Suicide attempt recs

[jane-elliot.livejournal.com]

So, uh, I'm in an odd mood today.  

I'm looking for fic where someone attempts suicide or at least thinks seriously about it (but doesn't succeed!  Seriously, me and death fics don't mesh).  Preferably McShep.

I've already read Trinity's Fall and at least two of Rank-N-Filed's fics.

Thanks in advance!